Why.

Sometimes, I just think to myself about life.
Like, why do we need to study so hard just to get a good job in the future?
Some people can be capable, but suck at studying how?
They'll just suffer in the economic world.

And it's scary to know that you'll die Alone eventually too.
Dying scares me.
Dying alone scares me more.
Maybe because I'm too dependent on others.
I sometimes even think, who would arrange my funeral in the future..
Omg shit, I suddenly feel so scared typing that..
Then again why everyone need to chiong like mad but still die eventually?

And and and,
why everyone lives are so different?
Why some people are just some outcasted kid,
and some people are so popular?
Why some people sits in a limo to go school while some people takes a bus?
Why some people eat rubbish while some people eat expensive things for lunch?
Why some people are rich and famous while some people are just a maid?
Why some people are treated so well while some people are treated like shit?
As in, why everyone goes through different things?
Some suffer, some born with good life.
But I guess that depends your fate..?

Oh wells, i should stop questioning.
Just wondering :)