Rest In Peace.

So, my neighbour passed away bout  3 days back unexpectedly.
She and my mum talked quite often and I know she gives us ang bao on every chinese new year.
She always give us some stuff whenever she goes overseas.
Saw her occasionally and just smile to her.
She's close to her grandchildren because they always shout out to her whenever they came out from school.
I often smell her cooking beside my house.
But she's just gone too quickly after a heart attack.
I heard that it was during singing then she got really excited or smth.
I don't know, many different stories I heard.
But I feel quite sad cause she was a damn nice lady.
Always smiling.
Saw her a few days back and yesterday I saw her in the coffin.
Life is just unpredictable.
Plus I bet she didn't expect this to be coming either.
No one did.
No goodbyes.
That's probably the hardest part for their family I guess.


I'm really really really scared of dying.
I'm scared of pain.
I'm scared of regrets.
I'm scared of... whats gonna happen after I'm dead.