Frustrations

People usually recovers as days go by but I seem like the opposite. Decided not to head to work today because the pain in my stomach is seriously killing me. Its not any ordinary pain like diaherroa or gastric kind of pain. At first I thought it was gastric but its clearly not cause the pain has been here for like 24 hours already. The pain is so fucking painful that it wakes you up in the middle of the night. I couldn't take it and went to the doc this morning. He said it was stomach flu. I suspect its not because this time it felt... Different. Its so frustrating I wna cry. Its like the worst pain ever in my life. I can't vomit out, can't shit, totally no appetite and the pain never subsides. Argh this sucks so fucking bad :''''''''''''(